No no no no no...

...new school year. still a youth minister. woof. great room. great roomies. great classes. an actual schedule to follow in my life. less time going home. and something else.

...i really really really want to do well this time around.

...and why am i sooooooooo fearful?

tear me up, God. You know me better than i do and You've got this figured out. i'll follow You and i know You'll take me where You want me.