It Never Ends

school's back in full form, already. it's just thursday and i'm swamped with stuff to do and study and everything else. no big deal, though. i might get old one day and not be able to do anything, so i appreciate the rush a little bit. speaking of getting old... i sometimes feel like i am. but then... there's other times... when i don't feel that way at all... that i'm still "too young" even though, oh yes, i feel old. does that make sense?

...maybe it'll be sorted out when i turn 21 this summer.

at freakin' cornerstone music festival. cannot wait. at all. well, i can. but it'll be great. i really wanted to see norma jean, chariot, alol, and handshake murders, but i'm a youth minister. responsibility on my part shocks even me, people.

let's see: family. i'm a little worried about my family these days, but really... that's bound to happen. i care about them. i love my whole big family: secondaries included (and truly second to none), there you have it.

i like dbu. i like my roommates, present and future (and past?). i like living in the stinky dorms. i like learning stuff about really old stuff. i like growing up. i like listening to all sorts of crazy kid music to clear my head and just rock out. i like mega-sick road trips with my dad. i like i like i like...

i don't like plenty of things... but we can work on all that crap.

anyways, i have a greek test to study for. there's little hope of me passing it. well let's not say that. i just need to try... really really really hard. let's get to work on that. get some.