Being Gnawed On by a Shark (Foreword by Me)
happy mid-November, folks. I know it's been a while, but here we are. got a blog, feel free to enjoy. Mom's in NYC for Thanksgiving, i'd sure like to join, but life has me elsewhere this time around. With my pop, so all i definitely not lost. we'll see how we fare in the land of the Dead. here's a moody blog-post full of searching and odd analogies, as i'm sure you're used to. Also, there's a chance i may be living in New York City (place of hottness) in Summer '08. As for those inquiring about D.D.A.R.T. VIII (sheeeesh! EIGHT???), Dad and I will be going to Maine in Spring '08, making hopeful stops in Indianapolis (and Columbus, IN), Buffalo, Washington DC, Boston, NYC, Pittsburgh, Philadelphia, Scranton (woo!), and EVERY mainland state we've never been to before. HOOAH!! Now, without further delay, "Being Gnawed On by a Shark"...
...is there a word for "nothing-ness" other than nothingness? if so, help me out here; i could use it. i feel like this week has been quite good in terms of nice things happening and me having a handle on what i need to do. but there's some invisible thing, not some negative situation, that's gnawing on me. i don't think it's depression (i've been dealing with *THAT* quite effectively, thanks) and i don't really think it's apathy.... but a nothingness... or maybe that is apathy?? i dunno, it's not something that can easily be named, sized up, or defeated.
i'm doing fine, if that's the concern. i just feel like i'm in a haze, and there's something big looking for me on the other side of it. it's like being chewed on by something and then trying to bat it off, realizing it's not there anymore. you can't tell people "hey! help me out!! there's this big thing chewing on me!" since they can't see what isn't there, much less something you can't see yourself. just thoughts.
maybe that still, small voice fellow has something to do with getting out of my little limbo... odd how putting thoughts down usually lends some resolution to it. have a bitchin' week, everybody. much much love and encouragement, if you're needing it. and if you do, look me up. we'll swap tales and maybe even battlescars.
...intense? challenging? anything? ehh, enjoy regardless. i'm done ranting for now. sorry if it's been a while. and it has. in music news, i am enjoying almost everything i'm listening to (which is a LOT of stuff). In comic news, things are good, and Salvation Run is GREAT. alright. go enjoy your week. Thanksgiving comes for all!
~the albatross forsook the lack of capital letters this time around.
...is there a word for "nothing-ness" other than nothingness? if so, help me out here; i could use it. i feel like this week has been quite good in terms of nice things happening and me having a handle on what i need to do. but there's some invisible thing, not some negative situation, that's gnawing on me. i don't think it's depression (i've been dealing with *THAT* quite effectively, thanks) and i don't really think it's apathy.... but a nothingness... or maybe that is apathy?? i dunno, it's not something that can easily be named, sized up, or defeated.
i'm doing fine, if that's the concern. i just feel like i'm in a haze, and there's something big looking for me on the other side of it. it's like being chewed on by something and then trying to bat it off, realizing it's not there anymore. you can't tell people "hey! help me out!! there's this big thing chewing on me!" since they can't see what isn't there, much less something you can't see yourself. just thoughts.
maybe that still, small voice fellow has something to do with getting out of my little limbo... odd how putting thoughts down usually lends some resolution to it. have a bitchin' week, everybody. much much love and encouragement, if you're needing it. and if you do, look me up. we'll swap tales and maybe even battlescars.
...intense? challenging? anything? ehh, enjoy regardless. i'm done ranting for now. sorry if it's been a while. and it has. in music news, i am enjoying almost everything i'm listening to (which is a LOT of stuff). In comic news, things are good, and Salvation Run is GREAT. alright. go enjoy your week. Thanksgiving comes for all!
~the albatross forsook the lack of capital letters this time around.
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