Schism
hooo boy, here we go...
...so there's this giant fork in the road coming up. well maybe. sort of. it's like a gigantic intersection of several interstate highways. it's all there, in front of me, but i have no f***ing idea what to do.
some clarity. i'm probably going to be working at mount lebanon (a retreat center near dallas) this summer, sorry all you dear dear buckner folks, and there's a couple things i need need to take time off for, but that's a lot of time to ask off and i don't think both will work out. and this is stressful.
one thing is cornerstone. i've wanted to go for years. i already told a friend we're going together. i probably won't have another chance to go.
another is new york. i know i'm called there. i know i'm going to do missions. and i'd be in charge of a team there... this has to happen
so as you can see. i would appreciate your prayers. my head is ripping at the damn seams and it would be just lovely to know better what to do. i'm going to fight for all three, but if things start becoming very apparent, i'll accept what i must and also sacrifice what i must. i'm pretty sure that this is one of the
hardest
decisions i've ever had to make in my usually pretty easygoing life. adieu.
~albatross, ran through and over
...so there's this giant fork in the road coming up. well maybe. sort of. it's like a gigantic intersection of several interstate highways. it's all there, in front of me, but i have no f***ing idea what to do.
some clarity. i'm probably going to be working at mount lebanon (a retreat center near dallas) this summer, sorry all you dear dear buckner folks, and there's a couple things i need need to take time off for, but that's a lot of time to ask off and i don't think both will work out. and this is stressful.
one thing is cornerstone. i've wanted to go for years. i already told a friend we're going together. i probably won't have another chance to go.
another is new york. i know i'm called there. i know i'm going to do missions. and i'd be in charge of a team there... this has to happen
so as you can see. i would appreciate your prayers. my head is ripping at the damn seams and it would be just lovely to know better what to do. i'm going to fight for all three, but if things start becoming very apparent, i'll accept what i must and also sacrifice what i must. i'm pretty sure that this is one of the
hardest
decisions i've ever had to make in my usually pretty easygoing life. adieu.
~albatross, ran through and over
posted by Dirge Albatross at
11:08 PM
1 Comments:
hey man, this is sara triana. are you still doing youth ministry? how long would you be in new york? would mount lebanon let you work half a summer. i know alot of camps do. i'm sorry that you had to drop a class. things must have gotten pretty stressful because i know you are a, um, go-getter (sorry, poor word usage). oh, and if i had realized that you wanted to work a camp this summer, but only for a few weeks, i would have invited you to do rec team with me. we only do three weeks of camp. blast!
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Sara Triana, at 8:06 PM
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